Huff.. It’s been a busy week. Like… really.. the sum up of my walking around for the past week might as well surpassed that of my 4 years in Singapore.. =.=”
Wait wait…I should not start from there.. should I?
Let’s just start from the fact that at long last, my convocation was conducted last week. Yay! Although it’s really tiring to hear THAT person calls my batch’s name one by one, wrongly, but well, at last I’m officially graduated! =) And I’m also glad that my mother and sister could come to the convocation, and had their holiday for a week here. But yeah… it’s a huge amount of walking around. I’m going west, east, north, south relentlessly. =_=
Nevertheless, that’s not the thing I wanted to share about. After the convocation, I chatted with some people who asked how was the feeling at the convocation.. And I was answering them that it was a mixed feeling of joy, sadness, and fear. It’s really a joy that by His grace, I have passed through the 4 years. An endless thankfullness, really. By His grace, I am able to stand here right now surrounded by people whom I love. But it’s a bit of sadness that I know it can’t be repeated, that I might lose contacts with some of them. It is a bit of fright, that I don’t know what lies for me ahead, even when I had been called to leave THAT ‘country’.
Yes, frightened.
I would have been lying if I say that I don’t have any fear. Nevertheless, I’m calm enough, somehow.
But in a way or another, I could compare this feeling with the time when Abram was called. Yes, Abram. They say that: By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going. It was like… whew.. much more difficult than me..? But even The LORD himself said that Abram believed the LORD, and he credited it to him as righteousness. Wow. Really, what a faith he has. And yeah, it is rightly so that it was counted to him as righteousness. I wish I could have just a little part of that faith. Haiz.
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Here’s the stage photo by the way.
Written while listening to 祝福の泉
